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February 22, 2012

CHANGE

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CONGRATS DANIEL!!!!!!!! OFFICIAL LYRIC VIDEO FOR CHANGE!

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August 7, 2011

FEATURED GOLDENHEART : CORIBE

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HEARTS SAY CONGRATS TO CORIBE>> OUR FEATURED GOLDENHEART.. A TRUE WARRIOR AND ARMORED SOLDIER IN THE FIGHT FOR GOOD..FOR LOVE

HEARTS UP AND OUT FOR HER!

I am a 26 year old lesbian. I grew up in one of thee most boring towns in Indiana. since I was a kid I’d been thru it. Being abused by my father, my mother being abuse by my father, my older sister had even been fondled by my father (shes not his daughter). I used to go to school limping from a beaten I had received, and remembering being too scared to tell my teachers what was wrong when they asked. I remember running down the road barefoot to the fire station because i could hear the loud slaps and thuds upstairs and I thought my mother was being killed. Only to cause a ruckus with police visiting our house because my mom was too scared to tell them the truth and loved my father dearly. It just made him even more angry! I remeber my mother, sister, and myself, packing clothes and running away from our own house just to get away from him. I was so scared i tucked a kitchen knife in my pocket without anyone noticing before we got in the car (i was 6 or 7) Even after the abuse with my mother stopped, and even though he did not touch my sister agian, i was still a victim of his abuse. I was about 11… and i remeber him grabbing me by the collar of my shirt telling me that if i was a boy he would have been killed me a long time ago. I would constantly jump in front of my mother everytime they argued as if i was sayin “dont hit my mom” and instead i got hit. I was the youngest in the house and the only one that seemed to stand up to him, maybe thats why i continued to get the treatment i did because no matter what i would not bow. Even after my mother left him (I was 15) he would always come around trying to stay the nite and mooch off of us, he was on drugs, he was living in the streets, and still verbally abused me, telling me I would never amount to anything. So i just left the house when he would come around and run the streets, when i came out at the age of 17 hell broke loose and my mother didnt approved and my dad did not either… My sister loved me unconditionally and was the only one that had my back all those years we were abused. I ended up beind kicked out of my mothers house and literally living on the streets… I lived on the streets a few weeks and then lucked up with a job and an apt!! but i didnt make enuff to keep it up… my mother had embraced my lesbianism and told me how sorry she was for all those years, she had finally stopped letting my dad come over and mooch! thank God! after moving back in with my mother and re establishing our relationship I made the decision to join the army. Soooo… at the age of 22 i joined the army! Trust when i tell you it is not the greatest job in the world, but through all of me and my families hardships, that one choice had turned my life around! I get a free education (which im taking advantage of! im looking to get my B.S in computer science) It doesnt pay all the bills at once.. but when my mother is in need i can help, when my sister or my niece needs something, i can find a way to make it happen. I am actually happy, me and my mother have put the past behind us and have become the best of friends, my and my sister are closer than ever, (even though im in korea right now lol), i can take care of my family, and we all have a peace of mind and are at a happy point in our lives, working, loving, living, smiling, and i’ve found a woman that i plan on asking to marry me that supports me 101% although we do not talk, i have forgiven my father. I just had to let go and let God! i’ve never felt to FREE in my life, making it out of a life of drugs and abuse and torment not letting it comsume me and spit me out. I stayed fighting and i can walk with my head high proud of who i am and what i’ve accomplished!